Tuesday, November 18, 2008
BORED is like the oni word that can describe me now lor..
today trainin is bad sia, my hand is hurtin like hell..i kinda hoped sat faster come, so aft that don hav to be tortured again..i gg hav breakdown le sia, the anxiety and nervousness in me for fd is really unbearable..3 more days to the finale, to the end of our 'sufferin'..anw, next wed is our squad outin, i seriously hoped all of u can come and we don hav to postpone the outin, trust me, tis will be a gd time to boost our friendship and make us more united than b4..i feel that 07 is not as united as ever le..pls peeps, to me, all of u are an important part of my sjab life..we shld be as united as we were last yr..lets strive 4 that.yesterday nite i cant sleep, however when i finally sleep, god had to giv me a dream that make me frustrated and bad, i seriously hoped to forget but i cant do it, and now, god had to giv me a beautiful dream that i had always hoped would happen in real life last time..but now, it jus increase my pain and sadness..and today was a bad day durin trainin, other than the toughness, theres still this matter that breaks my heart..im sad yet i cant do anything..i feel so helplessshall end my post here le..
7:53 PM
