my second time bloggin today..this post is nt gg to be a happy one, so if u r nt in a gud mood, don read..im nt expectin anyone to anw..and i doubt any of u wil understand so ya, don hav to read..its jux me ranting away..
i realli dono whether to be happy or nt..ok, so i jux agreed to smth that i duno if i wil regret..if it doesn work out, i wil be a crazy freak..i wil jux break down and i wil be more miserable than i ever was..the first tyme im doing this thing, smth that i wil hav scolded anyone hu does it.. i couldn forget 1 mnth ago when u did those things to me, im seriously afraid tat the same thing will happen again..i realli do not wan to be hurt..maybe this wk i shld realli consider carefully..maybe i shld end this..at least i wont be hurt though i wont be happy..u promise again to nt hurt me, but doesn this sound familiar..1 mnth ago, i was left alone with oni broken promises..promises that i tot was true, that i tot u wil nt break it..but, to u, do those promises mean anitin at all? u stil broke those promises in the end..are u realli serious? i hav alot of qns on my mind, i might noe more than u tink i do..i duno whether u r being true..pls, don hurt me again.. when im tryin my best to get over it, u jux didn let me..nw, im nt tryin, wil i regret it? shld i continue, or shld i end it? god, y r u makin a fool of me? im sad nw, im confused..im nt tinkin straightly, i jux dono wth to do..u said u wan for a long time de..wat is considered long? 1 yr? aft tat, wat wil happen? people look at me as a strong, fierce gal..some noe im nt liddat..i hav to be liddat..i don hav any security..i need security, if u cnt giv me, maybe we shld end it..like i said in the previous post, up til nw, i don tink we shld continue..im afraid.seriously
ily, but i hope i wont regret it
a song im listenin to alot now, one that reflects wat i feel, a old song
I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get so scared When I think about the previous Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it It's not possible for me not to care And now we're standing in the rain But nothing's ever gonna change Until you hear, my dear The 7 things I hate about you! The 7 things I hate about you, oh you You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks When you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you
It's awkward and silent As I wait for you to say What I need to hear now Your sincere apology When you mean it, I'll believe it If you text it, I'll delete it Let's be clear Oh, I'm not coming back You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you! You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy Your friends, they're jerks When you act like them, just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you
And compared to all the great things That would take too long to write I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you! Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's When we kiss I'm hypnotized You make me laugh, you make me cry But I guess that's both I'll have to buy Your hands in mine When we're intertwined, everything's alright I wanna be with the one I know And the 7th thing I like most that you do You make me love you, you do
10:34 PM
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It's Amanda aka Venomous Gal
5 nov '94, scorpio
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Gan Eng Seng School
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