october just isnt the month for me.. last yr it was the 23rd, this yr its the 25th.. if i could turn back the clock, i would nt hav wanted to noe u or even be frends.. 我真的是一个傻瓜...i shld hav known that no one cn be trusted, especially ur promises..i shld hav known that u are a fake, that wat u said wont be true..if i didn take those seriously, i wouldn end up wif oni broken promises in the end.. y is everyone the same? y cnt we all jux be true? to find out myself is the worse possible ting tat could happen to me, and to be like a fool waiting for an answer, hopin it all wasnt true was jux plain idiotic.. the greater u hope, the deeper u will get disappointed.. and u had to make me feel worse by tellin me all the crap..we all noe it was total bullshit! but still, it make me wonder.. we shld nv hav been 2gether in the first place, we were nv meant to be..
from nw on, i will forget everythin tat has to do wif u and get on wif life. im gg to delet u off my life.. we were nv meant to be in the first place, so y hang on to it? i shall enjoy my life and what i hav nw, nt dwell on the past.. there are still people hu will care for me..i do nt nid u..
from nw on, i shall oways carry a smile wif me and nt show my unhappiness anymore.. i will nt express my emotions to people anymore(except a few) i shall learn fr u, be a fake..no one will ever noe me anymore..im lost
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It's Amanda aka Venomous Gal
5 nov '94, scorpio
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Gan Eng Seng School
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