this few days is jux nt my days..lets start with sat..
morning i went to sch for dance practice and i got super pissed..people are late and i feel we are totally wasting tyme..i gav attitude and all...but by the end of trainin, we produced nt bad results..so i guess thats kinda a gud ting..then chiong hm changed and went to opp GESS for fall-in.kena pissed by juniors..like wtf cn? i jux cant take the anger..i almost scream over the phone..for god sake, hav some responsibility cn?? aft tat was ZPN, it was okay and kinda good..but aft tat a bomb had to drop..45th is cancelled! (thr wil be quite a lot of unpleasant words, so don read..i jux wanna vent my anger) i mean like we effing train so hard and aft all the hard work, all we got was a cancelled event? wth man! Y even ask us to prepare when ur noe it might be cancelled..its nt about the money that we spent on the attire..its bout the attitude and damn responsibility..ur don noe the tyme and effing effort we put in for the damn dance..okay, i cnt blame ur, its the damn P and FROG we cnt giv ur a venue..but couldn ur hav told us b4 tat? damn it, i sound so complain gal, but i don care..its nt realli fair isnt it? if sry cn be okay for everythin..i cn make all mistake and jus say sry..oh, hw i wished it was tat gud..but it isnt..bloody hell man!! and to top it all, my specs came unscrewed and my mum got pissed at me..wtf is wrong man? its jux nt my day..
okay, then sun..which was yesterday..my mum gt pissed at me..i got fed-up at alot of tings and i had a few unpleasant news..worse of all, i foolishly waited till 12plus for jux a damn text that didn come..even till now..anw, i jux told myself that by tonite, if there isnt a text, iits the end..i am super nt in a gud mood now..and tmrw still got sj banner hangin..im seriously reluctant to go..i dowan to hav anitin to do wif sj for the tyme being, but i hav to..damn it man!
im bored to death at hm..nth to do, my mind keep wandering..and the best ting is, i feel like im gonna break down any moment..no one understands hw i effing feel...forget it man! maybe i shld jux giv up on everythin and giv nth a damn.
2:37 PM
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5 nov '94, scorpio
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Gan Eng Seng School
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