HAPYY NEW YEAR! i spent my new yr packin my rm..it looks neater now..hol hw are undone..i realli hav to start doin it soon..sch is reopenin in 3 days and orientation is 1 wk more..and lots of stuff r stil undone..urgh!!
maybe i am realli experiencin wat u gone thru..but im sure theres a difference..same like wat i did last tyme, u didn listen..neither did i..i dowan to..i jux wanna be alone..i dowan anyone to care for me, though there is none..i donnid anyone..alone doesn not mean lonely..maybe like u say, its jux a phase of like and i wil soon get back to normal..somehow i don feel tat way..i said i felt a strange sense of calmness and its true..leave me alone, everyone jux leave me alone..don try to tok me out coz theres no point..
except for someone, strangely, tat person is e oni one hu im willin to tok to without tryin to end e convo asap..but tat person wont noe..i need u..
