Monday, March 29, 2010
start of term 2 week 2...emaths test tmrw and many more followin up..sianz..studies is like gettin on my nerves:(( but for NA2, i wil do my best, for my last fac, i wil strive for the best and im sure i cn achieve at least B3 for all sub..NA2, jiayous together k?
cnt wait for thurs and fri, coz cn c <3, miss my dumb dumb alot alot..3 more days to 8th month..time kinda passed quickly..dumb dumb is the longest bf i had now..and the oni 1 my parents noe bout..fish, i love u alot alot wors..hopefully, u wont break ur promise and hope we last for a lifetyme yeah? hahas..dumb dumb, without u, i dono how to be like b4 anymore..i cannot imagine a life without u anymore..don ever leave me alrights?..
Norman, u are workin hard towards ur goal yeah? be sure to noe tt im behind u all the way..im sure u cn achieve wat u wan and get into ACJC..hahas..remmeber our deal uh? every sat studyin together, workin hard towards our goal..don let anytin else affect u k? BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE!.love ya yeah?
tmrw NA2 leader gg do smth tt she planned for a long tyme..good luck my friend..everitin wil be fine in the end for u de..u nv giv up, nv stop believin and here i pray for the best for u..im sure everitin wil turn out fine for u..im sure u wil be the happy and blissful gal like b4..they wil realise tt u r impt to them..though i dono alot, though im nt a reali close/good frien, but sincerely, i wish u all the best :D
to the rest of NA2, ur changed me too..changed my view of sj..anw, for rhon and eileen, good luck in ur love life..for darlin no.1, good luck for ur studies..
by the end of tis yr, everitin wil be fine and good for all members of NA2 yeah? hahas..best team of all! NA2! :D love ur all..
07, tis is gg to be out last year together in tis sch! aft tis year, we wil go to different schools..but noe tt in my heart, we r the guilty gang, the tekans we went thru together, the joy/sadness/happiness we been thru wil oways be in my heart..we r gonna pass out soon.all the best for all out studies yeah? aft we graduate, lets meet up at least twice a year..nv forget out friendship okay? i promised i wil remember guilty gang forever and ever..
tian kor, don worry too much bout me yeah? anitin happen i wil bear all responsibilities myself..i noe u care for me and im thankful to hv a wonderful kor like u..jux noe tt i wil oways be ur mei..hehe..and wish u last long wif her yeah? hahas :D
i realised i've changed, im realli more heartless..im jux turnin bad and i noe tt i cn hide my emotions from everybody...u! happi i turn out like tt now? when u snatched everitin i had, ever tot i would turn liddat? ever tot 1 day i wil take my revenge? im tellin u..watch out for i might jux stab u right in the back wifout u knowin it till its too late..i aready said, don try my, don push me to my limits..
im controlin my emotions..but somehow i oso hv tis sadness tt pierce right thru my heart everytyme i tink bout sometings..the feelin is intolerable..so painful till i cry..so heartwrenchin til i hav to grab my chest for the pierce of sadness and loneliness is jux so..indescribable..im scared i wil be a cold-blooded person soon, a person tt feels pain but don show it..feels sadness but turns it into revenge..i dowanna be liddat..but if i do, blame oni 1 person, 1 person tt is jux 16 yrs old..if i reali do, people, jux leave me to die, to get my retribution in the end..im jux prayin i wont be like tis..
its been long since i wrote such a long post..people i mentioned r people i care bout other thn my family..tis people i wil nv betray or changed my attitude..no matter how much i changed, ur wil be the oni group of people im thankful to hav..the oni group i love forever..
weird ting is i dono y im writin tis as a dedication or smth..jux suddenly wrote out my feelings for some people i truly cherished and care..and somehow as i write tis post..tears jux start to gather in my eyes..
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