Monday, July 11, 2011
Im seriously exhuasted. Im tired of everything. It's been long since i felt this way. Look at me now, im a screwed-up. What can i do well in? Nothing!
It sucks having to act strong in front of people. it sucks not being able to express my feelings. It sucks not being able to tell people how i feel. Im too selfish isnt it? I hope people understands me and can give in, but not everyone will. I got to learn the fact. I got to learn that somethings i have to face it myself without the help of people, i got to face that if i dont learn to be independant, i'll lose out.
So i've learn to be strong, at least show im strong in front of people. Because i dowan people's sympathy. I need to learn, to be really strong. I can do it. Yes, amanda, you can do it.
But i need him, i know he's my pillar of strength. Baby, i really hope you're here with me. But idw to stress you out since you're gonna be real busy starting now with your school. I can face this alone, have faith in me.i just need a place to vent.
But, iloveyou, know that, wont you?
10:37 PM
