Sunday, July 24, 2011
tyme now is 12 am, which means it's 25th again.
HAPPY 9 months my babydear <3
baby came met me at paragon on saturday afternoon, had lunch and then we headed back home. slack for awhile, and went to cousin's birthday and engagement party :D so sweet wor! heheh!
had lots of fun with baby and brother. at night, we headed home. haha!
and baby stayed over at my house! been super super super long since he stayed over. and it feels so nice to be able to hold his hand to sleep and wake up next to him :D seeing him sleep like a child reminds me the days when he stayed over and why i fall in love with this expression of his over and over again.
everytyme he acts silly, plays with me in his cute ways, act baby-like, it feels like i never have to grow old, stay young together. i can be anyway i want when im with him. he's just a guy who wont find me childish and ignore my nonsense, instead he'll play with me. and i like it!
i got to say, i have been showing him alot of attitude recently, been kinda unreasonable, but he has put up with me alot le. im glad he gave in to me sometymes. i hate to see him upset and angry, hate to see him disappointed. but on the other hand, im glad i see all of his expressions before and no matter good or bad, it will always be etched onto my heart, because all his expressions and the way he is forms him - the one i love.
he has been there for me recently when im stressed and i hope to be there for him as well, i hope that i can be the one who brings a smile to his face whenever he frowns. i hope that i can be the girl who makes him smile once he think of me.
even though he has start school, but we try to meet each other as often as possible. i will never let myself let go of him easily and not allow us to drift. i will always try to pull us back if we drift because i never want to let you go darling.
babydear, 9 months since we patched, many ups and downs, but we're still together. count on me to be here for you no matter how hard the road ahead gets in future. hold my hand and walk beside me down this road of love together, for this lifetyme. laugh with me, cry with me, so long as we're together, nothing can beat down my love for you. i love you CKC.
10:22 PM
