Thursday, December 22, 2011
Didnt want to blog. But if i dont rant, i'll go crazy. I can explode anytyme with all these emotions.
Today is just not my day. Getting fucked up by family. And when all i wanted is to talk to him, he's not there.
Im used to him finding his friends and all. But when i need him and miss him, he mia-ed. And it hurt me alot.
I need someone to talk to, but no one is there. Idw to always be the lonely one.
I need him now alot. Like alot. Yet, idk what is he up to. Never reply msg or anything just now. And now he's prolly sleeping.
I hate myself for being this pathetic. But i just need someone who can be there when im upset. I cnt even compare to his friends. And tt hurt. Because, at the end, im still crying in the darkness, wishing for him to be by me.
3:35 AM