Thursday, December 8, 2011
Today had FnB test. Was kinda okay i guess. But some qns were shocker. Anyway, aft tt went find boyf.
Thought could finally spend tyme with him alone for longer tyme. But, at the end, still had to meet jason :/ and had to leave baby early. Sigh.
Then came home, had no mood to study french. Think im gonna be a failure in everything. I just suck.
But whatever it is, i try to manage a smile :)
Then, waited till now for something, but once again because of others i waited for nth. I really shouldn vent everything here cause he'll be unhappy. But, i just cnt control.
And now, i remembered commskills due at 9am. Im fucked up. Arghhh! Need you now.
Oh well, i do hope baby's having fun now. I miss him so much it hurts me. Iloveyou.
All i hope is that after friday, when assignments and all is done, baby can really find me and spend tyme with me overnighting at my house.
1:28 AM
