Wednesday, January 4, 2012
okay. this post is not gonna go as i wish.
today was kinda good, cause i managed to see baby for awhile, and just being with him makes me happy.
but once i reached home, im stuck with projects, i cant have a moment to rest. not to mention there's so many other things that are happening recently. im not a superhuman, i just CANNOT take any of this anymore, i just cannot.
maybe it's cause of my workload and all, maybe it's cause i cant do my work well that's why im blaming myself, plus everything that's going on.
i really really tried to be happy, and i did for awhile. when im with my classmates or baby and his friends. but once im home, i just feel useless.
dk why im ranting here, but i really need to get it out.
i need to talk to people, idw to be alone to face all these now. i just feel so useless.
baby, i know you'll read this post, im sorry. i know i said i wont cry. i tried.but i just cannot cope with everything around me. i've reached my limit.
i need you! more than anything now.
1:12 AM
