Saturday, March 6, 2010
Been a long tyme since i last posted..shall update usin my iphone today..
To summarise, these month has been a hell of a disaster..
Stressed up and everitin..Sj is reali takin its toll on me..i regretted wat i said to my sec 1s yesterday..but well, hopefully they realise tt my high expectations is for their own good..but it jux make me tired of sj, of studies, of everitin..
Mayb i shld do wat my aunt said, get out of all responsibilities and giv myself free space and tyme..but i cnt jux drop everitin..
I realise tt people r reali creatures tt r so fake..y cnt we jux live without our masks and without lies..wont tt make the place we live in a beta place? We oni hv a few decades of life, to lie and be fake, tinkin of oni ourselves, all for the sake of our interest..do we reali wan tt kind of life? Its so miserable and sad..but tis is life i guess and we cnt change wat people tink..
Anw, ATC is in another 6 days and im so nt lookin forward to it..07 seems to be changin, everyone seem to stop bein enthu bout sj..i reali hope we cn be like b4..we r stil close but nt tt close anymore..07, cn we ever go bac to wat we used to be? I reali hope we do..
Lastly, HAPPY BDAY Norman! BFFL yeah? Come to tink of it, we known each other for 5 years plus aready..nt tt long but nt too short either..thank u for bein thr when i need someone to tok to and u cn be sure i wil be thr when u need me:) enjoy ur bday yeah? And stay happy oways..love ya bestie:)
i miss u dear..u seem to be busy and text me lesser le..but well, i understand..we lasted 7 mnths plus le..and i love u..last long yeah? Haha..hope to meet u soon..although i doubt u visit my blog..i <3 u ttm..
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