Saturday, November 20, 2010
Nowhr to express how i feel.oni here.
I so wan to open my window and jump down, guess no one realise how alone i am, if nt for bffl and baby, i wil reali jump.
I dono wat kind of a family i hav..i oways go out? For the first half of tis month, i go out to study, but all i get is doubt and kaobei-in, thn i work so hard for fuck? No one bothers bout the effort i put in..its aft Os, i wan to go out and relax, and meet wif my frends, but wat ur say? Tt son of ur start holiday earlier thn me, thn cn everiday go out? Do ur even treat me as a part of tis family? I aready tryin my best don add on to tis le, i come home and stay in my rm..10 hrs i in my rm do nth, dowan go out..i leave my rm awhile oni, c till ur thn kena scold, WAT THE FUCK DO UR WAN? I DIE THN CAN ISIT? THN TEL ME, I NOW JUMP DOWN FOR YOUR.
have been hittin and hurtin myself for the past 10 hrs, ur happi now?
From now on, i wont even ask/beg ur for permission.i'l go out whenever i wan, ur wan scold jiu scold la, wan beat jiu beat k? If nt kick me out of the house, best!
Ur happi can le, in tis house, im the one gettin all tis fuckin shit okay? Y the fuck did u giv birth to me? I hate tis family, hate this house..
Baby, don worry bout me.
I miss u.<3
Oni u cn make me smile aft all the shit tt happens, thanks.
Nv ever leave me:)
11:53 PM
